gibberish..

... among the boogeyman...

as my hair line seem to recline faster by the second...
and remembering things getting harder day by day, hurm ...
made me realized that time does fly...
or warp itself as everything in life starts to become more and more divulge...
how politics seems to become more and more obvious...
of how crooked everything is...
of how money seems to become the epitome of one's life...
how lust seems to conquer the brain more than it should...
where feelings starts to matter more....
where we never cared but we worry so much for something...
what was practical seems so complicated...
what choices we have seems to always be wrong...
why we even think when we know what to do...
why am i even mumbling when it's all just crap...
well, it's a grown up world. something we once wish for,
right??

but now,
how we hope as if we could be back to the first day of school..
when what only matter was the evening bell.. huhu
well, at least i fell that way.. :)
haish....

ermm..
anyhow,
i guess it's not to late for me to wish you happy new year..
"happy new year" <--- with big bang, firework and such.. hohoho
and i don't have any resolution this year.. i'm tired of that
this year i will fix it as i go.. hahaha
just see how it will pan out..
hopefully it will pan out right...


right or not, only me will know..
there is no need to share...
no one give a damn anyway.. huhu



...counting the probabilities
... hoping for the uncertainties
... wishing for a possibility