10 in short

... same'ol heading ...


"2010 will be the year. it will."

January 2010: turn another year older, on ss. seri bakti @ pyeong taek.. the temperature was -15 deg. C and I forgot to bring my winter jacket.. haish

February 2010: en route from pyeong taek to equatorial guinea (punta europa).. 3 weeks ++ journey.. passing cape town and noticed that cape town or green point stadium still under construction.

March 2010: en route from equatorial guinea to pyeong taek with quite big leak of feed water at aux. line.. passing sunda strait.. ermm.. 12 days in MMHE for guaranteed docking.

April 2010: en route from johor to equatorial guinea, anchored at cape town and noticed that the stadium look ready for world cup.. whales and sharks... had tentative to discharge at chile.. magellan strait.. yeah..

May 2010: loading at punta europa.. chile cancelled.. discharge at vanice,italy...

June 2010: en route to idku, egypt for loading.. 2010 world cup started.. next discharge, lake charles, usa.. signing off at malta.. yeah!!

July 2010: world cup!!.. and italy lost.. ish.. starting of ECSU at ALAM

August - December 2010: as a student.. books, notes, classes and exams.. boring!! even though kat darat.. owh.. yea.. puasa and raya kat darat!! ermm.. lagi, char kueh teaw.. and hot hot.. hahaha

so 2010... "not quiet a year that i hope for.."

2011.. let see how it'll goes.. :)


... hoping for better year

guess who?

...



...

... 17/12/2010 ...

who?? tu tak penting...
yg penting they says they do..

yg aku pula, went there on member invitation..
as tukang serabut, plus tolong snap apa yg perlu.. huhu

anyhow, who ever are you..
selamat pengantin baru..

p/s : selamat pengantin baru juga kepada member2 yg baru kawin for the past 2 weeks..


... album korang nanti tahun depan aku bagi.. haha

another broken record

maybe i not know much
but, this is the least i can do

and to remind you upfront
this is not guarantee to give such comfort though.. :)





... tenang2 ye

yeay me

... wtf dude...

alhamdulilah..
akhirnya habis dah kelas
lepas subuh lepas2 nie boleh sambung tidur balik dah.. haha
cuti ada 3 bln lagi.. terbaek la..
tapi still, ada oral exam lg.. xpe ada masa lg utk study..
minggu ni bermalas- malasan dulu.. huhu

oh ya, si daisy dah jadi mak budak..
tapi slack, sume betina.. haish

apa2 pun, nah cotton bud percuma..
sebab skarang aku ada masa.. :)

originally by johnny cash

... mcm haram kan?? haha.. lantak

1432

... still burning ...

just to wish happy new year, 1432 Hijrah

alhamdulillah, masih diberi nafas oleh Nya,
masih diberi peluang untuk ber`hijrah'..
dari buruk ke baik.. :)
so, sama2lah kita ambil kesempatan masa yg diberi ni.. kan??

azam tahun baru ni??
satu je..
nak try complete kan azam2 tahun lepas2.. huhu

ok.. have a great years ahead!!




.... busy man lately.. sibuk ngan buku der..

i'd go the whole wide world

... ignore the church, ok...

heard this song from a movie and i cannot stop humming it since then.. :)
besides catchy tune, vid and lyrics, it seem somehow fit my current situation.. dang!! haha

anyhow..
i'll find it, no matter what it takes

yup,
NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES


.. bagi aku settlekan sendirik, ok??

raya lagi

...

salam aidiladha semua..
semoga semua selamat sampai kampung

and,

kalau makan daging tu
jgn sampai overdose..
nanti susah doktor2 dan meksi2..
kesian mereka..

:)


... chantek, aku perlu protein

hello

...

"hello"
"yup, hello"

...............
...............
...............

... ok, tell me how to start this


.. u had me at hello

so long baby..

... end 2008 - 8/11/ 2010...

no heart felling ye baby..

hopefully you will be happier with your new owner.. huhu
:(

... end 2009 - present ...

hey, you

now, we can have more time together.. hahaha


... it's always hard to say goodbye

kontrak sampai mati

...kau nak sign or cop jari, ikut suka hati...

haish

bila la nak berani?
next year maybe.. haha

... hopefully

B -

...

orang cakap, " be positive and positive things will attract to you"..

ye ke?? ok.. sini..

panas ke sejuk
atas ke bawah
utara ke selatan
perempuan ke lelaki
etc..etc..

tengok, mesti ada lawannya
panas tak akan ke panas
atas tak akan ke atas
perempuan tak akan... ok, yg nie spe+sial kes..

dapat?? tak??
ok, pendek cerita
pada aku, nak attract benda2 positif.. mesti jd negative!!
positif tak akan attract positif.. hahahaha

haish...


... nah, i'm always positive, on certain things la..

to whom it may concern

... yet, again ...

i've said it once, i've said it twice.
i've said it a thousand fucking times.
that i'm ok, that i'm fine, that it's all just in my mind.
but this has got the best of me.
and i can't seem to sleep.
it's not because you're not with me.
it's because you never leave...

... enough

nobody twist

... sikit lagi...

lebih kurang, kalau yg betul punya mmg penuh makian.. =)


" weh, aku nak jadi nobody la.. "
" apa?? ".. sambil reduce volume radio
" aku nak jadi nobody.... " naik dia punya volume..
" setahu aku mmg kau nobody pun.. hahaha "
" tak.."
" ceh, mcm2 la ko.. "
" iya.. kan nobody's perfect.. aku mana ada perfect lagi.. "
" haha.. mcm haram.. "
" hahaha"

beratus saat kemudian..


" kalau mcm tu, sekarang nie, kita nie 'somebody' la kan?? "
"tahu tak apa.. hahaha"


... semua orang adalah 'somebody'.. kan??

concoction

... surrogate, hahaha...

today i dressed to my very best
and hoping maybe we could meet
but perhaps it's still not good enough
so i'll just go home
and change to my yesterday's outfit.

a boring tshirt
a brown shorts.
and go to sleep.

and hoping ,
just maybe tomorrow would end up differently.

... hopefully

raya for dummies

... bersisa...

bukan senang nak buat benda yg tak selalu kita buat..
nak2 kalau benda yg tu hanya boleh diperolehi dari pengalaman
and also pengamalan..
and several years of absent has now taking it toll.. :(

so here some checklist I've made and hopefully it will never happen again.. haha

1. bawa sejadah kalau dah lewat ke masjid..
2. lain note, lain sampul.. kalau tak nanti ramai budak2 datang.. sbb yg sebelumnya dah dapat duit merah.. haish..
3. baik keluar berjalan, lg jimat dari duduk umah.. hahahaha

ni je la dulu.. raya baru 2 hari der..

oh ye, satu lagi..
sekarang budak2 datang bukan nak beraya.. datang nak mintak derma.. masuk umah pun xnak..
haish...


... nak kena selalu raya

biskut batang buruk

... 0-0...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 1431 H

Mintak maaf kalau ada salah silap.. in anyways.. ;)



... misi naik berat..

hari ke 16... ramadhan 1431

... starless ...

half way there..
and so far this is the most meaningful ramadhan for the past 10 years...

so, the 10 dark years have passed..
hopefully there will be a light through out for the rest...


... satu hala,.. depan

horse shit continue..

.. if you look enough, you'll see..

This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point.

This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores.

This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support.

This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.

This is for the guys who escort their drunk female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’re at her door. For the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway. For the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters.

For the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don’t end up being boyfriends. For all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated. For all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.

This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you’d ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor.

This is also for that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing “serious” between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: “oh, but we’re just friends!” And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you’re nice like that.

The nice guys don’t often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don’t seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can’t. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches.

Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he’s too nice to date” or “he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me” or “he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!” or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks.

Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn’t last forever.

There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single.

So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile.

For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming.

... Originally published for the Wharton Undergraduate Journal.

the other "team"

.. circa 07 ..

nasib dapat aku online
kalau tak, sampai ari nie tak tahu hari..
tengok kalendar??

baik aku buka man hole sewage tank , tengok isi2 dia kat dalam..

lain kali bagi la kalendar yg mcm kat dlm nie..
tengok, nampak agak happy la kita orang kan? haha..
nak pangkah hari2 pun semangat..


nie letak muka Rajalingam..

ANJING!!



... dia punya company ka??

again.

.. keep the light on please..

"bye".

there is no good in it..





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