.: September 2010

Sunday, September 19, 2010

to whom it may concern

... yet, again ...

i've said it once, i've said it twice.
i've said it a thousand fucking times.
that i'm ok, that i'm fine, that it's all just in my mind.
but this has got the best of me.
and i can't seem to sleep.
it's not because you're not with me.
it's because you never leave...

... enough

Thursday, September 16, 2010

nobody twist

... sikit lagi...

lebih kurang, kalau yg betul punya mmg penuh makian.. =)

" weh, aku nak jadi nobody la.. "
" apa?? ".. sambil reduce volume radio
" aku nak jadi nobody.... " naik dia punya volume..
" setahu aku mmg kau nobody pun.. hahaha "
" tak.."
" ceh, mcm2 la ko.. "
" iya.. kan nobody's perfect.. aku mana ada perfect lagi.. "
" haha.. mcm haram.. "
" hahaha"

beratus saat kemudian..

" kalau mcm tu, sekarang nie, kita nie 'somebody' la kan?? "
"tahu tak apa.. hahaha"

... semua orang adalah 'somebody'.. kan??

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

concoction

... surrogate, hahaha...

today i dressed to my very best
and hoping maybe we could meet
but perhaps it's still not good enough
so i'll just go home
and change to my yesterday's outfit.

a boring tshirt
a brown shorts.
and go to sleep.

and hoping ,
just maybe tomorrow would end up differently.

... hopefully

Saturday, September 11, 2010

raya for dummies

... bersisa...

bukan senang nak buat benda yg tak selalu kita buat..
nak2 kalau benda yg tu hanya boleh diperolehi dari pengalaman
and also pengamalan..
and several years of absent has now taking it toll.. :(

so here some checklist I've made and hopefully it will never happen again.. haha

bawa sejadah kalau dah lewat ke masjid..
lain note, lain sampul.. kalau tak nanti ramai budak2 datang.. sbb yg sebelumnya dah dapat duit merah.. haish..
baik keluar berjalan, lg jimat dari duduk umah.. hahahaha

ni je la dulu.. raya baru 2 hari der..

oh ye, satu lagi..
sekarang budak2 datang bukan nak beraya.. datang nak mintak derma.. masuk umah pun xnak..
haish...

... nak kena selalu raya