11 in short

...

in simple word..

there a shinning light at the tunnel end.. but still suam2 la.. 

hopefully it is not a freight train la...

and, hopefully next year akan jadi terang bederang.. :)

... thank YOU

Neves

123.... Here u go, 1st cuak(ur term)/nervous(my term) day for me:) ... Alhamdulillah, 1st part going well

2 days w/o..

Job sy yang palinggg susah dibuat.... (Nowadays) 1.Waiting, waiting and waiting 2.Thinking of you 3.Missing you 4.Loving you Tapi, job paling SIMPLE for me is.... to update this blog. .. Tp ada juga susahnye. part nak cari idea:) (^_−)−☆

::test again::

Siapalah org ni.. Dia nak harap pada tisu sekotak, memang rasa x cukup: Dia nak makan coklat sedozen bar,x baik utk kesihatan pulak: Dia nak nyanyi kuat2, xpandai. Dia nak bawa diri jauh2, xde interesting place in mind: Dia nak makan banyak2, dah patah selera: Dia nak buat ape2pun, semua kena ambik mood dulu: Siapa yang xberharap nak jadi kuat, kan.. All test in life kena hadapi.Itulah dunia. Ada naik and turun( mcm Ombak Rindu pulak:p) Anything, juz can pray a lot. ...in a waiting list to see you again.

nostalgia is overated #02

 

... time budak2 dulu, hahaha ...

time ni gua try nak rapping, tapi xjadi.. rap kan xde high2 note, kan?

... all me

Presenting...

~ till we become ~

... a short brief from the girl as mentioned ...

sy xpandai melalut,tapi akan rajin post the best shot for him

what I to share?

All.but only for him.

untuk korg, hanya yg relevant je (so sorry)

(will keep the blog updated as you hope, abg)

this was confirmed not to be post by me..

my singing video

sebab: not suppose to - aurat2... (haha_actually not good in singing)

(abg can sing well-so, part upload video, syg pass kat abg ye)

others..

just wait and see

... many thanks

happiness comes in a jar..

... just xnak bg kosong sangat ...

few to mention,
it comes when..

i laugh,
i walk,
i talk,
i eat,
i sing,
i dream,
i sleep,
i wake up,


as long as i'm doing it,
with you.

...iwanttobe

calling off the search

... you & me, against the world ...

well, mesti la sebab dah jumpa kan? :)



ok, anyhow from this point on, this blog is not only gonna be handled by me,
this blog will be shared with the 'good half of me'.. :)

and why is not the question because i really want to share everything with her.. yup, everything.
so, why not la kan?

tu pun kalau beliau rajin la nak melalut kat sini.. hahaha
(harap2 rajin la kan)

ok syg.. tulis la apa2 pun ye, give ur best shot.. :)


... sharing is caring, kan?

nostalgia is overated

... winterbottom hall, south shield, tyne and wear ...

tak silap aku, this was during aidilfitri.. 2004..
time bulan puasa tu, Kultat pergi konsert Shania Twain.. pergi sorang2 sbb xnak kena kutuk.
last2 bdk2 tahu jugak.. haha
confirm la kena kutuk lepas tu..

haish.. :)


...ech01

wishing all

...

... the picture say it all

more than you will

gua memang tahu bunyi dia mmg gampang.. haha
but, lantak la kan.. nak pegi melalak kat kedai gua segan.. hehe

anyhow, this for my syg..
just to let her know.. :)



... originally by, never shout never

going anywhere?

... kaohsiung...

Don't wait
Don't break
Don't stop
Don't hold back
Don't hold up
Don't watch
Don't stare
Don't care
Just keep moving on

Like a rollercoaster
Up and down, Side to side
My life is twisting and turning
In front of my eyes
Don't know, Don't see
Where I'm going
All I know is...
I'm going somewhere



... somewhere good, perhaps

just to wish

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki dan selamat di dunia & akhirat.

ok, :)




... yes, you.. habis tu sape lagi?. :)

FUBAR

dah, tiba2 jer ada benda yg buat aku rasa pening, bersalah dan tah apa2..


kadang2 tu , kita tak tahu pun apa yg kita buat boleh sakitkan hati org. Ini lah masalahnya kalau xde kuasa psikik.. xboleh nak baca apa yg ada dlm hotak ngan hati org lain.. kalau psikik kan senang...

haish..

so, kalau ada apa2 yg aku terbuat silap... aku mintak maaf la ye.. seriously, not my intention to do so.

... psikik 101

ok, gua dah puas tidur..

... dang !! ...

... biasa la kan, house selalu menang ...

tajuk tak relevan.. the truth is, gua tak puas lagi tidur nie.. biological clock gua still tak berapa nak betul.. petang je, gua mengantuk.. haish... anyway, dah cukup la rasanya seminggu duduk bermalasan.. so sekarang time utk HIDUP la pulak..

kalau ada apa2 idea or plan ke utk di suggest adalah dialu2 kan.. gua malas nak plan2 nie.. hehe

..yg kat atas tu gambar diorang duduk bahagi duit raya.. gua tolong tengok je..
lumba moto gua minat, kuda kureng la..


... ZZzzzZz

pulang berhari raya

...pantagonian...

pagi nie aku bangun dengar ayam berkokok..
:))



... home sweet home (again)

when there's no flow, then there's no flow... can't force it.

March dah ke?? .. haish



... tunggu april la

meniarap

tarik.....




hembus....





ok..
here goes nothing.



... the plunge!!

killing my ego

... rembat sini ...

for me.. right now.. it's other way round..
it's time be serious..
2 years is long enough


enough with been scared, shy and stupid..




... dead serious

damn it

... i don't know if you notice anything missing

tayar punya cerita

... mak andam mati guru ...

macam ni.

kereta aku mmg ada masalah dengan tayar belakang..
biasanya kereta FD akan habis tayar depan dulu kan??
kereta aku tak.. habis belakang dulu..
kalau kau tahu apesal tolong bagi tahu.. sebab banyak kedai aku tanya, semua bodoh mcm aku..

so semalam aku kuar nak tukar tayar.. 1st ke kedai yg biasa aku pergi la
kedai orang kita..usha harga..
tanya harga, best price dia boleh bagi rm340 satu..
tak kan pegi tanya satu kedai je kan?? aku usha satu lagi kedai
kedai bukan orang kita..
tanya harga, dia boleh bagi rm300 satu..
apa lagi.. tak pikir panjang la kan.. terus jadi.. haha


ok..
lepas sudah dia buat alignment.. dia bagi tahu aku tayar depan lari teruk
kena adjust camber.. nak kena tukar bolt & nut dia.. satu rm70.. nak kena buat kiri kanan.. haiya!!
aku pelik la sebab sebelum ni elok.. aku test drive.. memang lari.. so aku suruh je la dia adjust camber tu..


habis semalam punya cerita.. and aku still rasa mcm tak best lagi handling kereta aku..



then pagi ni aku bangun basuh kereta..
tengok2 tayar satu tebal 50.. satu tebal 55!!
rotation pun terbalik...
memang lari la!!
celakak!!

tapi aku continue je basuh kereta tu.. alang2 kan.. haha
then aku pergi ziarah balik kedai celaka tu..
pergi maki ngan tukar balik tayar baru..
tak pasal2 adjust camber.. kalau free takpe lah..
haram..

nak buat macam mana kan.. terpaksa la bayar lebih sebab others stupidity..
wa kena beb!!
haish..

so, the lesson is..
jangan percaya 100% kat orang kedai..
kalau boleh kita sendiri yang check..
and have some idea pasal barang tu..


... puki tiang punya cina

hurm..

... where you've been??

oh ibu

... 10 tahun der ...

minggu lepas gua keluar umah ngan misi (mission ye, bkn nurse) pergi buat passport. on the way nak keluar tu, tiba2..

" xdok seluor lain ke nok paka?"
"hok ni baru la grunge.. haha"

xde hal la kan... but..
pagi tadi aku tengok seluar tu dah kena tampal!!
nak marah nanti xbau syurga pulak..
redha je la.. huhu

tapi ok la kan.. dari jadi kain lap kaki.. haha


apa2 hal pun.. aku ada satu kemusykilan..
apesal org2 kita ni kalau cakap mesti nak mengajuk org..
contoh,
kalau cakap ngan cina.. mesti nak ajuk pelat cina tu..
kalau cakap ngan india pun mesti nak ajuk pelat india tu...

der.. kecik hati diorang.. haha..



... point is, aku still boleh pakai seluar 10 years lepas.. hebat kan?? haha

gibberish..

... among the boogeyman...

as my hair line seem to recline faster by the second...
and remembering things getting harder day by day, hurm ...
made me realized that time does fly...
or warp itself as everything in life starts to become more and more divulge...
how politics seems to become more and more obvious...
of how crooked everything is...
of how money seems to become the epitome of one's life...
how lust seems to conquer the brain more than it should...
where feelings starts to matter more....
where we never cared but we worry so much for something...
what was practical seems so complicated...
what choices we have seems to always be wrong...
why we even think when we know what to do...
why am i even mumbling when it's all just crap...
well, it's a grown up world. something we once wish for,
right??

but now,
how we hope as if we could be back to the first day of school..
when what only matter was the evening bell.. huhu
well, at least i fell that way.. :)
haish....

ermm..
anyhow,
i guess it's not to late for me to wish you happy new year..
"happy new year" <--- with big bang, firework and such.. hohoho
and i don't have any resolution this year.. i'm tired of that
this year i will fix it as i go.. hahaha
just see how it will pan out..
hopefully it will pan out right...


right or not, only me will know..
there is no need to share...
no one give a damn anyway.. huhu



...counting the probabilities
... hoping for the uncertainties
... wishing for a possibility